Breakout

I was spat out and and born in a ditch

Some kind of social emotional glitch

Just a human design error

Raking and scratching but never quite catching the itch

Red with anger were both of my eyes

Under slates of parathion skies

I was coming to terms with a lifetime of learning

Just how to make the most of this mess and survive

Until then, I'd just built a retreat deep within

That I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting a long time

I'm trying to break out

I've been thinking, it feels right

I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting, I've been waiting a long time for this

Never trusted in comfort since then

I don't know how I could trust it again

Just a meaningless tryst that consists of begin

Then the shit part, then end, then begin once again

In the end, you just wait for a change in the wind

Now, I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting a long time

I'm trying to break out

I've been thinking, it feels right

I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting

I've been waiting a long time for this

I've been waiting

I've been waiting a long time for this

In this life, there are no guarantees

No forgiveness, no trust, no reprieve

Only actions assessed by the type who forget

They were ever in debt, or in doubt, or in need

In the end, you just get good at starting again

So I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting a long time

I'm trying to break out

I've been thinking, it feels right

I'm trying to break out

I've been waiting

I've been waiting a long time for this

I've been waiting

I've been waiting a long time for this