Pick Up My Feelings

I swear I had my fair share of loss

'Nuff to have me crazy when I'm all up in my thoughts

Running out of time, I got my eye up on the clock

I'm just tryna make it for my family out the block

And I know that we all tryna leave

And I know they placing all they bets on me

That's why I'm grinding every day of every week

And I'm tired, but I'm trying, and I know

I gotta pick up my feelings

I been crawling, tryna get up out the deep end

Gotta pick up my feelings

'Cause I ain't going nowhere if I'm stuck up in the deep end

I been running headless with my heart up on my sleeve

Seen too many things I shouldn't see by nineteen

Mentally the oldest in a mob in front of me

Started life a hunnid steps behind most other teams

But Imma top shit

Imma make it out and you can watch this

Buy my mom a house not on this block bish

You can watch this

'Cause Imma pick up my feelings

I been crawling, tryna get up out the deep end

Gotta pick up my feelings

'Cause I ain't going nowhere if I'm stuck up in the deep end

Imma get up out this deep end

I don't wanna talk if it ain't money talk

I don't really talk because the money talks

Don't come at me with gossip that's that dummy talk

And if you getting toxic, I ain't scared to walk

Just wanna feel the top on the low

Just want it like a dog and a bone

Gotta bless the highs, but fuck these lows

And I'm feeling tired, but I'm trying, and I know

I gotta pick up my feelings

Gotta pick up my feelings

Imma pick up my feelings

'Cause I ain't going nowhere if I'm stuck up in the deep end

Imma get up out this deep end