If U Only Knew (feat. Dillon Chase)

If You only knew

If You only—

I come off like I'm put together

When You see me, You might think I've got it all

If You only, if You only knew

I can just turn it on whenever

Everyone assumes that I'm so clever, no

If they only, if they only knew

No one wants to hear that I'm alone

It's the part of me that they will never know

How long till somebody really sees me?

If You, if You really love me

Let me know, let me know

If You, if You really love me

Let me know, I really need to know

If You only knew

If You only knew

If You only—

Silence brings out all of my demons

Left alone with all of my racing thoughts

If You only, if You only knew

How tired, how scared

How I need a breath of fresh air

If You only, if You only knew

If You, if You really love me

You, if You love

Let me know, let me know

Whoa-oh-oh

If You, if You really love me

You, You really love me, yeah, yeah

Let me know, I really need to know

If You only knew

If You only knew

If You only

What if we made an idol of our self-discovery?

And what if self-denial is the key to becoming free?

We over-project abundantly when we're insecure about what's underneath, come and see

I don't like what's inside, but I can't change it

I don't need a better me, I need a new creation

I know the agent of change who truly sustains it

And I display I'm okay, but You know that I'm breaking

You see the shadows that lurk, You see me battle my worst

Remind me healing comes after the hurt

I feel shackled and cursed, I just act and rehearse

When the director says "Cut," will You still see the worst?

What if my worth isn't a wage I earned?

What if my worth is a reflection of Your image made?

And what if my value, it doesn't fade and turn?

What if the value has been set by the price You paid?

You, You really love me

When I don't, even when I don't

Oh, You, You really love me, yeah

So hold me close, never let me go