Not Far Behind

(Let that shit ride, Eighty 8)

Wait for me, I'm not far behind

I know that I can change

Remembering, all of those nights

Beneath the window frame

Don't know why

We keep going round and round at the same place

Can't decide

To live my life on a ground of another space

This shit get weirder by the day

I'm so close to deletin' socials, everything I see be fake

Gun tucked, don't need a holster, I don't care if it's broad day

Put that **** on a poster, my objective for today

Stop goin' to church, but I still pray

She don't know that I still love her, but these bitches in my way

You not gon' love me like my mother, get the fuck up out my face

Everybody from the struggle, what you gon' do for a plate?

I ain't Nipsey but I hustle, think I found my better way

Ain't no competition, tryna outdo the old me

I been tryna get it, so if you love me show me

Cause this shit get wicked, these **** playin' both teams

I am really with it, can't let no **** hoe me

Ain't no competition, tryna outdo the old me

I been tryna get it, so if you love me show me

Cause this shit get wicked, these **** playin' both teams

I am really with it, can't let no **** hoe me

Wait for me, I'm not far behind

I know that I can change

Remembering, all of those nights

Beneath the window frame

Don't know why

We keep going round and round at the same place

Can't decide

To live my life on a ground of another space

They don't know the feelin'

Mama raisin' them four children

Tryna figure out what the next meal is

They don't know that feelin'

Granny don't know her grandson dealin'

But he tellin' her that he runnin' a business

They don't know that feelin'

His heart hurt, and he still healin'

His ex bitch still tryna play the victim

They don't know that feelin'

See all the roaches get the squealin'

Cause somebody forgot to clean the kitchen

Why they tryna act like that they really know what's best for me?

Why these **** think they can stand next to me?

I know no **** checkin' me

**** tryna play like they be helpin' me

But I been had the recipe

I know that these **** really scared of me

And I know that these **** ain't ahead of me

My bro I got you especially

My ****, I won't let 'em tell me rest in peace

And we make **** checkout like a registry, my aunty Gracy heavenly

I swear if she was here I'd be a better me

Wait for me, I'm not far behind

I know that I can change

Remembering, all of those nights

Beneath the window frame

Don't know why

We keep going round and round at the same place

Can't decide