Make Believe

But you know how I feel about you I tried my hardest to show you that I care I would never intentionally hurt you I think what I'm truly trying to say is, I love you more than I allow myself to feel And when I'm lost in my thoughts they tend to consume me Excuse me This shit gonna get real She told me to take it easy on her She got her own problems Told her I don't want to hurt no one I don't condone violence But if that pussy good then imma die about it She asked me do I love her I ain't lie about it And If you struggle that's my struggle bitch that's my problem And if I got it then you got it bitch that's our problem Raised as bruddas but we cousins tho Say that's her brudda but she fucking bro I told lil baby play it smooth and don't get comfortable They watch yo back this whole time just to fuck you over And baby girl I miss you I can't even lie Fucking you in stolen cars like it's legalized 61711 that shit changed my life You got two kids now? I pray you raise them right Ain't it crazy how we thought we thought we'd be husband and wife Shit be so crazy You be so blinded by love We was together for like 2 years Every time I seen her I got butterflies Like one of them friends you want to keep around forever Too bad it don't last forever Now here we go again bitch I'm back up on my grizzly Hating niggas mad trynna knock me off my pivot I can't escape the past but I wish this shit was different I know you still get mad when you think about them bitches And I just don't understand how they know I'm in they city And my niggas still get mad just because I left the city As if we ever planned that I would take them with me Somebody got to hit the league so we can all ball And even tho it wasn't me I still talk to god Cuz I know I'm only human and I know we all flawed Even tho you got good intentions that don't mean your problem solved When them niggas started shooting wish you never got involved And all this Pain that I'm feeling I can't fix w Tylenol I was trying to keep up an image and betrayed my own heart It was times I felt alone wish I could change this feeling Put my heart every song I need some spiritual healing You did me wrong when you was wrong ain't seek forgiveness And I'm supposed to trust who trust you trust how? Feels like I can't even trust myself nomore And every time I try I just hurt my self once more