Cheer Up

Waking up this morning, here comes another day I open up my eyes, and it seems like there's no rain Maybe just today, something good will happen And maybe just today, I'll end up being happy For so long I've wanted, to wake up with a smile When actually the dream I had becomes my real life But looks like I was wrong again, today is not the day I see reflection on my window, and again it's grey My coffee doesn't taste right, fuck it I'll drink water I wanted to make breakfast, fuck I have no butter It seems like shitty day outside, so why am I even up Why am I even trying? Please God make it stop Make me close my eyes again and fall into my dream Forget about my problems and all the shit I'm in Forget about my hopes and how they got broken Maybe you are mad at me... we've never really spoken Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is for the best you'll see Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is like it supposed to be Yesterday they fired me and then I got a call My girl said she is leaving me, and that it's all my fault I gotta pay the rent now, but my account is empty Feels like god is ranting, he always plays against me You think it's funny ha? It's all a game to you Do you expect from me to win it without any clue Give me something here to start with, maybe just a lead It's not fair to begin regardless, you're playing to defeat Do you think I care to see that the sun is coming out I bet you on the last I've got, my cards are running out But I don't even care that much, I gave up on my life I don't care about my dreams, I wake up to survive Dreams are made for naïve children and I'm a grown up Who has responsibilities that I just can't blow up I made my peace with destiny, cause that's the way it goes When you were giving me my life, that's the path you chose Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is for the best you'll see Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is like it supposed to be I'm walking on the street, smoking pack of Nobles When suddenly I realize I'm looking at some homeless He is staring at my cigarette and stretching me his palm He is begging for my poison cause that's what makes him calm And then it fucking hits me, I could have been that guy But I'm in a different place, why ain't I satisfied Always terrified? mortified? Horrified? Unstratified? Fucking thoughts of suicide drugging me to the other side But who the fuck am I to feel this way 'bout life? If everyone can feel alive... who am I to die? If everyone can feel alive who am I do die? If everyone can feel alive who am I do die? Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is for the best you'll see Cheer up cheer up cheer up Everything is like it supposed to be I like the taste of shitty coffee, the smell of rainy day I like the soft light of the morning, the sunset on the bay The feeling of the cozy wind, cause it's the end of May The sky is cloudy and it's dark, but I think I'm okay I finally can see my smile, although it came too late But better late than never, and it was worth the wait