Remove my ankles and wrists
Tear off my bent arms and knees
Seperate my neck and head
In the moon's tumbling box
Spread me all over
Reflected on my open eyes
Was something that I would never see
Always and constantly envious
I hated that child a little
Ah, why did you
Not tell me
About true pain?
Mother...
A bright red sea spreads out on the floor
In a similar way
Are my teardrops also warm?
Towards which sex should I face?
I don't want to become male or female
So I will not become
The smiling people that come and go
Are somebodies that I will never know
Even today, I still hug my doll
If I'm aware that I'm breaking it
Ah, why did you
Not give to me
Even just a bit of love?
Mother...
With the bright red pus accumulated on my chest
Clog my breathing
And please put me back
Inside of you
