Void

And I feel

Slowly my mind escaping

Ridden with hopes and deceptions

Of myself and my deeds and my actions

Ran away

Once again

Stressing through the crowd

Of my thoughts inside a system

That I built on my own

With only myself to blame

I keep dredging forwards

Too much to lose

Not much to wait for

But that's what I choose

I lost you once

It happened before

I lost my ground

And hurt you more

Stressing through the crowd

Of my thoughts inside a system

That I built on my own

With only myself to blame

And I'm floating into nothingness

Staring at the void

Feeling like it welcomes me

Even with the obvious outcome

And I'm floating into nothingness

Staring at the void

Feeling like it welcomes me

Even with the obvious outcome

Where do I fit

Where do I go

Do I belong

I cannot go

My mind is stuck

Left in limbo

My body shivers

Thinking of you

Stressing through the crowd

Of my thoughts inside a system

That I built on my own

With only myself to blame

And I'm floating into nothingness

Staring at the void

Feeling like it welcomes me

Even with the obvious outcome