Headspace

Should have texted you the next day But instead I ran away (To midtown) Told myself I needed headspace It was crowded with your name Thought I'd wait another minute To be sure its not a phase (I get those) And if it is I'm glad I pinned it Cuz we both know I'm on another chase So I don't think I'm in the best place To tell you how much I want you to stay I know its a little selfish But also rly fucking stupid cuz Do you even feel the same way And I don't think you do I don't think you do, mm So I'm caught up in my silly little Headspace... We don't really talk like we used to Conversations in your bed when I probably shoulda said That I liked you Now you're someone I bump into You were always so self-aware Finding meaning in the length of your hair And whether you shouldd bleach it Well you cud shave it all off and I'd still stare Have I said too much cuz I feel so much I care But I'm sick of love and I'm not at all prepared To rly open up cuz it makes me fucking scared But I still crave your touch so I'm caught up in my silly little In my Headspace In my Headspace yea yea Mm, Caught up in my silly little... How are you now it's almost been a year I hope you've found some inner peace Dropped a few anxieties If that's even possible these days We're just friends I love it better off this way But I remember all the butterflies Reminiscent of the time when I said fuck I'm bi And you kept going on and on about another guy I'm like fuck that guy, think Inertia couldn't stop us in another life Do u know what its like to feel guilty Every second eats you alive that shit kills me Don't wanna be the reason why I ever see you cry So I'm caught up in my silly little (Headspace) What a time to be alive wasting it all in our headspace I'd rather See the starry nights how long before we forget ways to read the Poetry in the lonely we're all hurting more than we show After the punishing and the crumbling We'll see how much we've grown I think its time to leave my headspace I think its time to leave my headspace I think its time to leave my headspace I'm excited for the next place