Callouses

Feeling tongue-tied whenever I try to speak

Try to stand for us both by my knees are far too weak

I tried to make it work, but your words were cutting too deep

I'm losing my breath, why did you have to make me leave?

I know that it's bad, but I just want you back

And I'm in my head, defending the words you said

And maybe it's better that we don't last forever

Cause I'm in it bad, and I still want you back, I want you back

You're throwing gasoline on the flames that made us burn

You lit the match with your teeth, cause you like the way it hurts

With bruises on my fingers, I try to feel your touch that lingers

You sweared and I believed it

I guess I wasn't what you needed

I know that it's bad, but I just want you back

And I'm in my head, defending the words you said

And maybe it's better that we don't last forever

Cause I'm in a bad, and I still want you back, I want you back

Why would I ever want you back? I got calluses on my hands from building your castles for you

And all you would ever say would make fun of the things that I do

So don't act so innocent, cause you play a big part in this too

Don't need your apologies, cause I'm tired, I'm done, and I'm through

Don't say you meant it, don't say you meant it

I know that it's bad, but I just want you back

And I'm in my head, defending the words you said

And maybe it's better that we don't last forever

Cause I'm in a bad, and I still want you back, I want you back