Lyrics
Baby I've been wondering ever since we ended things
Were you ever happy that you finally got to leave me
I know you said that this would be hard to do but I can't stop thinking if I was annoying To you
And you're just glad I'm finally gone
When I lie wide awake staying up past three
I sit thinking 'bout if u were never happy with me
What if I wasn't everything that you told me I was to you
I don't think I gave you everything that you wanted or needed and if that's true
What if your words were fake to make me think I was good enough for everything you Do
What if you're so relieved that I'm finally gone and we're finally through
Lately I've been feeling paranoia really sinking in
My brain is painting you to be someone completely different
I know you said that I was perfect for you but I can't help thinking that you were just Hiding the truth
And you're just glad you finally left
And I know that our memories prove me wrong
So then why do I try to keep this claim so strong
What if I wasn't everything that you told me I was to you
I don't think I gave you everything that you wanted or needed and if that's true
What if your words were fake to make me think I was good enough for everything you Do
What if you're so relieved that I'm finally gone and we're finally through
I guess it's cuz I feel like you're doing better than fine without me, honey
Don't get me wrong I want you to be good but you look way too happy, baby
I guess it's cuz it seems like you're doing better than fine without me, honey
And I'm over here believing I'll be good as well just not as quickly, as you
Written by: Lydia Wu Davis
