Disappear (feat. Jud Flores)

The taste of whiskey

Got me trippin' on my misery

The world is spinning

Shit's so blurry and it's hard to breathe

Rather be poisoned by myself

Than by the lies of someone else

Rather die in no one's arms

Than someone's bid farewell

Ooh (there's)

Been a lot inside my head

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

I just wanna disappear (they're)

Not the words you wanna hear

But I will I fear

Never been the one to lie

But can't you see I lied for you?

Always been so scared to try

But don't you know I'd die for you?

You threw it all away (way)

No ground for me to stay

The pain I deal with

Wish they could feel it (wish they could feel it)

The faith I built, it got burned into bits (got burned into bits)

Inhale cigarettes to make me feel better (make me feel better)

But the way I treat myself

I don't even feel that special (feel that special)

Burns on my arms

These cuts and scars can't define my intuition

Of me leaving my spot

Too much loss in my head

I lay in my bed (my bed)

Smoking all the pain away

So I can slowly be dead (yeah)

Ooh (there's)

Been a lot inside my head

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

I just wanna disappear (-sappear they're)

Not the words you wanna hear

But I will I fear

Fear

Yeah yeah yeah

Hmmm oh

Mmm no no no

Yeah yeah