Out of Control

i've done everything as you say i've followed your rules without question i thought it'd would me see things clearly but instead of helping me to see i look around and it's like i'm blinded i'm spinning out of control out of control i'm spinning out of control out of control where should i go? what should i do? i don't understand what you want from me cause i don't know if i can trust you i don't understand what you want from me i feel like i'm spinning out of control try to focus but everything's twisted and all alone i thought you would be there (thought you would be there) to let me know i'm not alone but in fact that's exactly what i was i'm spinning out of control out of control i'm spinning out of control out of control where should i go? what should i do? i don't understand what you want from me cause i don't know if i can trust you all of the things you've said to me i may never know the answer to this famous mystery where should i go? what should i do? i don't understand what you want from me it's in a mystery it's in a mystery i'm spinning out of control out of control i'm spinning out of control out of control i'm spinning out of control out of control i'm spinning out of control... where should i go? what should i do? i don't understand what you want from me cause i don't know if i can trust you a