Naaman Without the River Jordan (feat. Kyle Lucas)

To close to me, to close me I can feel the weight of the world on my back I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me And now you're throwing names you could never take back There's so much I could say but I wouldn't do that The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me (yeah, yeah, yeah) Let's be honest, hate me for my problems Hate me for them times when I was wilding primadonna I had partners who were with me, we was grinding at the bottom Shit got hot, they dropped off, but the first ones to comment Taking credit for my shit like they're running my love Y'all were quick to dip when the money dried up You know the deal, let's be real But tell me how it feels Now it end up on your face, bitch, sunny side up, what I can feel the weight of the world on my back I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me And now you're throwing names you could never take back There's so much I could say but I wouldn't do that The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me (yeah, yeah, yeah) It's always those who can't do, they just the first to criticize Saying that you ain't a fan, what? Been a lie If I ain't in your top five, climb the tallest building you can find Go 'head, take a swan dive, film that shit, put it online I could've been this (I know), could've been that Throwing stones in that glass house, talking shit with a glass mouth That right there, right there though gonna leave your ass out Ain't it funny how your boy got the last laugh now? I can feel the weight of the world on my back I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me And now you're throwing names you could never take back There's so much I could say but I wouldn't do that The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me Yeah, y'all can still be mad at me and that's fine I can't do shit about that Just know I occupy a large portion of your mind, haha I ain't going anywhere I do know one thing though, if you said it, I heard it You wrote it, I read it Even if you tweet it, deleted it, believe it, I've seen it I got a list full of names and I'm checking off people one by one Hope your ass ain't next I can feel the weight of the world on my back I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me And now you're throwing names you could never take back There's so much I could say but I wouldn't do that The people that I know, they're ashamed of me But I am not the same, things 've changed for me Too close to me, too close to me