Hate to Lose

I've got some real bad habits Sometimes I talk too much If not Penn then I'm Teller An I ain't sayin enough See I won't talk without meanin An I can't seem to trust So I won't fall into feelings The edge is too close to be pushed Sometimes I'll push your buttons An you'll push mine at times We talk it out n we sort it We even cry at times But you ain't seen my tears I stop if you break my voice Shared some of my darkest fears Told ya things that I ain't told my boys An I call you everyday First thing I think bout when I wake I'm always rushin in the mornings You're always keepin me up late An I ain't faultin our decisions Babe I need no one to blame Pick up my phone before I'm leavin Then I'm driving Switchin lanes An how ya know if I don't text you That you're always on my brain? I'm only serious when I've vexed you I hate to think bout you in pain If we fall into our feelings We could get hurt and I'm afraid So I'm hearin what you're needing Feeling I might need the same And I don't want to say I love you but I do I don't want to feel these feelings Feels like I'm about to lose All control of My emotions I've been broken I feel like I'm safe with you But I hate to lose I hate to Lose And I don't want to say I love you but I do I don't want to feel these feelings Feels like I'm about to lose