Ugly Cry

Airhead, scatterbrain I forget everything I'm feeling overwhelmed Should probably get some help I got a reputation And I'm not proud of it But getting help means admitting weakness And I'm not ready yet Nothing's how I imagined It's my fault 'cause I messed up I want the world but I can't have it 'Cause I just keep giving up 'Cause I just keep giving up No one's watching now So I'll just let it out What's built up inside (up inside) Ugly cry And just for tonight Can we say goodbye? Goodbye to all the lies Cause nothing's alright Ugly cry Ugly cry So tired of hiding behind a mirror Telling everyone what they wanna hear I'm not helpless, I'm just restless But you know better don't you? You do all you're supposed to While I'm faking fine over here (yeah) No one's watching now So I'll just let it out What's built up inside (up inside) Ugly cry And just for tonight Can we say goodbye? Goodbye to all the lies Cause nothing's alright Ugly cry Help me out, I'm in melt down I need hindsight right now Help me out, I'm in melt down I need hindsight right now No one's watching now So I'll just let it out What's built up inside Ugly cry Just for tonight Stop the lies Ugly cry