Hung Up

I was sick of talking on the phone

I guess that I like being alone

I don't know why I got to go

No one's here nobodies home

Ring ring you gon' hear that noise

Cos I aint picking up the phone when I'm here with the boys

And yeah I get high

Shawty how I get by

OD on this coke

Thats a deadline

I dont give a fuck about a verse

If its not mine

Went to therapy just to try to get my head right

Zoom call talking bout my mood it aint felt right

Looking at the doc like a deer in the headlights

I'm okay but I'm not fine

Logging off cos they hate it when I'm on lines

Drop a packet out my pocket but its not mine

I let go at the stop sign

My heart made from Lego its not right

That's why it falls to pieces

That's why I'm on my knees an

I'm tryna pray to god but

He's not the type to speak an

I'm tryna fight these demons

Thats the reason why you leave me on read

And all these voices start to speak in my head

I was sick of talking on the phone

I guess I like being alone

I don't know why I got to go

No one's here nobodies home

These pill bottles make a pretty nice rattle

If I OD then its only my battle

Girl please can you leave my bed

I'm so stressed and you wont even leave my head

I noticed I got 10 missed calls

And they all from you

And its all my fault

And I don't want to

Leave this world behind

But everythings going so fast, I tried

I fall like leaves in autumn

Then I'm leaving

When I got 'em

Commitment issues

Or maybe I been misused

And I dont trust nobody

Less they walking in my big shoes

Cos I got trauma

Baby I got trauma

And you shouldn't have to deal with my problems, you dont gotta

Wakey wakey

From the nightmare I'm living in

But 24 now I ain't closer to giving in

I was sick of talking on the phone

I guess I like being alone

I don't know why I got to go

No one's here nobodies home

I stop and wonder all the time

If this is what I had in mind

When I was dreaming bout my life

When I was just a kid

I used to wanna be a star

Thought that I could take it far

Turns out its pretty hard

But I was just a kid

Thought that I would be the greatest

Never doubted that I'd make it

Now it all seems kinda crazy

I was just a kid

My head was in the clouds

And they never brought me down

I been dreaming bout this now

Since I was a kid