I Want It / Think You Know Interlude

This is real life in art form Why you think I'm moving so smart for I got two tens no dart board Complexion looking like cardboard If you wasn't here from the start Don't come around playing your part No I am not taking part I just ghost off in the dark like skrt (skrt, skrt) You need to stay in your row I stick to the people I know I wish I did this before They were having the paint of my soul I'm smiling so you never know How I really feel at a show It's better if you didn't know No this can't be Don't need you round me Just because we're blood does not mean we are family I don't know ya, so I don't owe ya Man fuck how you feel, fuck bipolar If everybody knows me Then why am I so lonely I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it I wanna be alone, complain when I'm alone But I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like Introverted, turning back to my old ways I'm not used to this, no I'm still learning I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like I know I ain't right I'm too left I swear I can't align Nah I don't care, cause this is me though It is what it is though I know I am miserable I just do not like your energy bro I think they found out where I live I'll take a chance on the hit I just made a will for my kids Cause we're going up in the biz And you're not in my plans I took a different path I got the world in my hands And it's all part of the plan If everybody knows me Then why am I so lonely I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it I wanna be alone, complain when I'm alone But I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like Introverted, turning back to my old ways I'm not used to this, no I'm still learning I said I want it, I said I want it, I s-said- I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like If everybody know me, I s-, know me I s-, know me, I s-, know me If everybody, I said I want it, I said I want it I said I want it, I said- If everybody know me, I s-, know me, I s-, know me If everybody, I said I want it, I said I want it, I said- Yeah I remember when my father died I never knew him though, I was probably nine There was no tears in my mommy's eyes What if when you die is when you come alive Wishing I could never feel the vibe It hit me later on I was traumatized Why didn't he wanna be in my life That's why I always say fuck him for life My mom had two kids with another man That's my sister and my brother man I was part of another clan Until I was a man, I didn't understand I was confused when I called him dad So I started to call him that He really was the father that I never had And plus he calls me son I guess he ain't that bad (no, no, no) I remember when I signed my deal All this money, it felt like a mil I blew it all, I couldn't buy a meal I'm going back, I'm now always uphill Looking back at when my daughter arrived Prolly couldn't been a worse time That no money in the past time I wanna put my life in reverse time Yeah that's why I feel so connected to it Fuck this verse You think you know me, that I'm the same as you I deal with things different, same as you You think you know me, you think you know me But I ain't the same as you no, no