Broken Boy

I tried to write this song as a cry for help Opened up my phone and it wrote itself Cuz behind my eyes And my broken smile Is a lonely paradise But imma write this song From my prison cell I'm tired of pouring shots just to clear my head And poring coffee just to take it back to bed Cuz behind my eyes And my pointless lies Is the pain I've tried to hide I try to open up But I can't do it well Isn't it funny We trade time for money When the money move slow But time goes fast Makes me wonder if it's Even meant to last Aint it heartbreaking We spend our time faking While the memories slow And moments pass But it's alright I guess that's life I tried to talk to god And he said fuck off Guess a prayer a year Was not enough Cuz behind my pride And the times i tried There's a broken boy inside Guess I forgot to call Till my life was fucked Isn't it funny We trade time for money When the money move slow But time goes fast Makes me wonder if it's Even meant to last Aint it heartbreaking We spend our time faking While the memories slow And moments pass But it's alright I guess that's life I know you've heard this before You promised you closed that door But let's not fight again Cuz you ain't listening I know that I'm immature I know that you wanted more But let's not fight again So I don't cry again Isn't it funny we trade time for money when the money moves slow Ain't it heartbreaking we spend our time faking while the memories slow Isn't it funny We trade time for money When the money move slow But time goes fast Makes me wonder if it's Even meant to last Aint it heartbreaking We spend our time faking While the memories slow And moments pass But it's alright I guess that's life