Paradox

Time consuming precious hours Sitting at a café round the corner Another year went by so many questions on my mind oh Fine I'll try to do it my way Shut up all the voices killin' my head "You don't belong here they say You'll never make it they say You're not that good" I kinda wanna hide but see my face up everywhere Sometimes wanna die but not miss out cause I'm not there I wish that I could fit in but I don't think that I fit this box Then wish that I could stand out AND the fucking paradox Why Am I hanging out forever Not knowing where to start I wanna be her Procrastinating thinking clocks are ticking ticking backwards Now Guilt starts kicking in I'm taking life for granted I judge and blame myself for always making bad decisions How'd I end up here Believing Disbelieving Makes me sick that side of me Makes me sick that side of me I kinda wanna hide but see my face up everywhere Sometimes wanna die but not miss out cause I'm not there I wish that I could fit in but I don't think that I fit this box Then wish that I could stand out AND the fucking paradox I wish that I could fit in but I don't think that I fit this box Then wish that I could stand out AND the fucking paradox I wish that I could fit in but I don't think that I fit this box Then wish that I could stand out AND the fucking paradox