The Grass Isn't Greener

I look so gray I've spiraled south, somehow You're far away I mope around our house It's all breaking down I see your face when I sleep at night Your clothes are on the ground Your scent is all around I see your face when I sleep Your clothes are on the ground Your scent is all around You'd always say "Hey, will you come home now?" I'm proud Why can't you stay?" I disavowed, I'm not that face you see around I'm just a voice without a sound I see your face when I sleep at night Your clothes are on the ground Your scent is all around I see your face when I sleep Your clothes are on the ground Your scent is all around And I see how you felt now I'm not the face you see around When I'm the thing that brings you down (and I see) How you felt down I'm just the voice without a sound When home's the place that brings you down