Saudade

I haven't unpacked my bag

It's been days since i left

Believe me, I want to

I know that I have to

But I can't bring myself to

Today was really hard

You felt so far

Feels like there's more miles in between

Then there were this time last week

This was the worst by far

You felt so far

I can't wait for the day

When too close is our new far away

I can't sleep anymore

I watch the sunrise

Wait till the weight

Takes a toll on my eyes

Wake up each morning

Continue the mourning

You're not gone, you've just gone away

So that's why I say in bed all day

I'd rather lay there lifeless

Curtains drawn, reduced to blindness

Mindlessly dreaming

Silently weeping

Lifeless yet breathing

Needing to be seeing you again

So I fall asleep before 5am

I can't wait for the day

When too close is our new far away