Falling Up

Things were happening I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest My mind was traveling But I swear that I don't remember where it went They said things were growing So why do I feel like nothing at all is left? So I'll keep on moving If I'm standing still, then I'll feel the emptiness 'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low And I look so stupid, when I lose control I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Oh, I'm barely breathing 'Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough I gotta change me And If I wake up now, there's a chance to start again But if I wait Could I get back to the place where it all began before? I got so lonely and you got so low And I looked so stupid when you came to my show I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Oh, I'm barely breathing 'Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough And I hate the man that I've turned into And I've come so far, what did I lose? And I swear to god I'll make it through I'll make it through 'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low And I looked so stupid when you came to my show I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Oh, I'm barely breathing 'Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough