Waking Up Crying

Can we talk about your heart please? It must be so damn exhausting Always seeing the worst in everybody Including me Can we discuss this condition? Your negative disposition To anybody that isn't you I am not a terrible person Like you tend to think I am For some God-awful reason Can we talk about your heart now? It must be so debilitating how You save so much room for so much disdain To me it just seems like Everyone else is always the worst But now self-reflection proves difficult Before anyone speaks You think you know what they think What an incredible feat To be forever in sync With the over-analytical Hyper self-critical Mind of metaphysical Optimistic cynical, people I am not a terrible person Like you tend to think I am For some God-awful reason I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying You tell me to laugh, but I woke up crying Honey I want to laugh, but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh but I woke up crying I would laugh, but I woke up, I woke up I woke up, I woke up I woke up, I woke up