Never Wanted To Go

I never had

A real friend

I never wanted

Any real friends

I never had

A real chance

To prove myself

In the fight

Well, I never once wanted to go

I never had

The confidence

To have some fun

With my dancer

Well, I never once wanted to go

You look for me

I look at you

You look through me

When I stare back at you

When I was 16 my grandfather died

I only knew him as this grumpy old man

Staring at me with his glass eye

I didn't went to look at him in the open casket

My father was standing beside me when they lowered the coffin

That was the first time I ever saw him cry

I could not cry

I didn't really know what to feel

I never wanted

Any of this

I scream at the walls

And I shake my fist

Well, I never once wanted to go

Well, I never once wanted to go

Goodbye

Goodbye

I didn't have the chance to say this

So I say it like this

Goodbye

Goodbye