Deep End

Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons One more time, I find my life in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons One more time I find my life up in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings Put this bottle down and step away from my demons Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin' (yeah, Ya Boy Dirty) These demons come when I'm doin' good And they always tell me I'm doin' bad My heart is just forever broke I ain't just mad, I'm fuckin' sad But you made me smile, at least a little while Brought me up so high, just to let me fall Now these demons crawl in this drink I sip As the cigarette smoke run across my lips My soul was numb before you come now it's dead and gone, so RIP Please help me, Lord, please help me, Lord 'Cause, these demons are always chasin' me And they're catchin' up so I'm runnin' out They see me movin' so they're comin' now But my chest out and my head is high Better stop runnin', just jump and fly At the edge now, jumpin' in the dark In the deep end, with a fuckin' shark But you made this 'cause you made me See so clear like HD Now I'm sittin' here in this room alone And I'm prayin' to God that he saves me 'Cause, I'm a new breed and an outlaw And I'll die 'fore I let you play me But girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons One more time, I find my life in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons One more time, I find my life up in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings Put this bottle down and step away from my demons Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin' She came to me like a sorceress With intentions that were torturous I thought it would be more than this But I'm lost inside these voices These choices I'm left with Got me caught up in a death wish Now I'm starting to regret this, and I'm lookin' for an exit Tryna fight away this depression And sometimes I even question why the hell do I even try for I never learn my lesson It's a blessing and a curse too It ain't love if it hurts you My heart's cold and it burns too Misery ain't nothin' new I'm pullin' through, not lookin' back Pour the liquor out as I strike a match And I let it burn as I walk away And I set flames to my bitter past I'm too strong, I'm built to last The old me, who the fuck is that? I'm too attached to the new me Now excuse me as you fall and crash Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons One more time, I find my life in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons One more time I find my life up in the deep end Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin' I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings Put this bottle down and step away from my demons Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin' You got me fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah) Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah) You got me caught up with these demons (yeah, yeah, yeah, come on) All up in the deep end (all up in the deep end) Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah) Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah) You got me caught up with these demons (yeah, yeah, yeah, come on) All up in the deep end