Surrender

Catching light like a firefly in the early moments

Resisting every chance to gauge my worth

You know that I can't escape it in the summer, my heart states its case

I leave love blind out here without a trace

'Cause you know I don't want to give in

I don't want to break

I spend all my time pretending

Just left empty handed

And all of this doubt

And these shades of gray

I know this feeling won't last forever

So now, now, now, I surrender

Stars pull through darkness

That takes hold of the space

That I can't seem to keep inside of my head

You know that my arms and legs are getting heavier

On what ground can I stand if I turn love away with every hand?

'Cause you know I don't want to give in

I don't want to break

I spend all my time pretending

Just left empty handed

And all of this doubt

And these shades of gray

I know this feeling won't last forever

So now, now, now, I surrender, oh

You and I, we are the same

We keep living our lives in separate places

I could fall into pieces and I could get back off the ground

But not find out, oh, what's left to be found

'Cause you know I don't want to give in

I don't want to break

I spend all my time pretending

Just left empty handed

And all of this doubt

And these shades of gray

I know this feeling won't last forever

So now, now, now, I surrender

Oh, I surrender

Oh, I surrender

Oh, I surrender