Asylum

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Homie, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm just trynna make a dollar

I remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Well, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm trynna make a dollar

Remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum

Aye

Used to fantasize

Bout diamond chains

And pinky rings, aye

How you got no shelter

But you trynna make it rain, aye

If I wrote it

Then I lived it

Hope we on the same page

I just cried

And now I'm happy

Happened on the same day

I was spiralin'

And landed in them sedatives

Was too high

To even reach out to my relatives

Losing hope

But I just know

That something better give

If I give into my demons

Then I'll never live

You talkin' shit

But I don't hear a word

You sayin' hoe

I see you kneeling

Hope you need the things prayin' fo

I was battlin' my demons

Had to stay at home

How I'm cheffin' up a feast

And haven't ate at all

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Homie, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm just trynna make a dollar

I remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Well, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm trynna make a dollar

Remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum

I really do pardon my silence, my ****

Was thinking of something to say

I know it ain't no competition

But why do I feel like

I'm running a race?

Statistically, all the numbers'll change

Money will come

And it's numbing the pain

Went from a cage

To the front of a stage

Put in the work

But was never a slave

"You need a break"

That's they tellin me

What if my dedication don't agree

Kinda embarrassing

Talked to my therapist

She had some medication just for me

Don't really need

All of them pills and them potions

Just bouncing around in my mind

I just been spending my life in the dark

Women been tellin me open the blinds

I will survive

Maybe I needed some sun

Prolly should go on a run

Maybe should get rid

Of all of this baggage

Cause honestly this is weighing a ton

I feel the pain

Every morning

When I'm waking up

I just wish that I could stay asleep

Talked to a goddess

She said it's no problem

She told me she promised

It wasn't that deep

What is defeat

Nevermind

Never wanna experience it any time

Don't need no hating of any kind

All negativity stay behind

I count on her

Like 6, 7, 8

Without the weed

We could levitate

If it's a dream

Then I'll never wake

Where would I be

If she never came

She everything I want

Everything I need, yeah

She reminding me

When I need to breathe, yeah

She massage my soul

Bring my mind to ease, yeah

Now I understand

What brings you to your knees, yeah

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Homie, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm just trynna make a dollar

I remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum

Hold on

Lemme tell you something

I think I know why you watchin'

If you trynna fill your pockets

Well, we got plenty options

**** wanna play with choppas

I'm trynna make a dollar

Remember life without em

Take a walk in my asylum