How I Long

My darling love

I hereby give you me

I’m broken up

But need to set you free

I only fear

What I cannot control

But I am here

I give me to you whole

But how I long to strongly change the past

The low-key hymn I dearly wished would last

Oh I deserve to die in your arms

Oh I deserve to die in your arms

I’m driven fast

By madness and by fear

I’m gonna crash

If I’ll never have you near

You only know

Everything I am

You have control

My change to good or bad

But how I long to strongly make it right

So like a firefly without a light

Oh I deserve the fire burning in

Oh I deserve the fire burning in

Oh double rainbows and the butterflies

So beautiful and live to shortly die

The rounding cycle of the plants and seeds...

Cater carefully to all your needs

Oh powered human beings and sewing machines

Clothe me up with deep anxieties

But how I long to fight and break the cage

The last book left on earth has lost a page