Why Try?

I, I don't know why I said I, I don't know why I try with you I, I don't know why I said I, I don't know why I try with you You hatin', you hatin', you hatin', you hatin', from what I can see And I just be showin' love Yeah, my heart is big as fuck But somehow that shit ain't reciprocatin' and I'm not understanding Like What did I do to you I really have nothin' to prove to you The way you hate me is unusual So Ima just do what I usually do Chill by my lonesome Tell my secrets to no one 'Cause best believe they'll use it all against you And my nigga, that's no fun And I have the feeling I'm chosen And they used to tell me I'm broken But I always knew to stay focus 'Cause none of em knew bout my purpose So I write them away like it's cursive They just scratchin' the surface I've been puttin' the work in And I think that it's workin' I, I don't know why I said I, I don't know why I try with you I, I don't know why I said I, I don't know why I try with you