Introspective

Writing these notes to be left behind

Over analyzing things in time

I apologize for my absent mind

I’m trying so hard just to be alright

Try to turn the wrongs into rights

Why can’t the past just be undone

Not knowing consequences to my actions

I want to correct things I cannot change

Let me wash my hands of this

Release and let it go

It took time to realize

That I am the source of all of my problems

It took time to realize

That I have control of every possible outcome

Reluctantly taken

Emotionally vacant

Truly believe this is getting to me

I can’t think, I can’t breathe

Not knowing consequences to my actions

I want to correct things I cannot change

Let me wash my hands of this

It took time to realize

That I am the source of all of my problems

It took time to realize

That I have control of every possible outcome

Look back on mistakes

Release and let go

Look back on mistakes

Release and let go

It took time to realize

That I am the source of all of my problems

It took time to realize

That I have control of every possible outcome

I apologize for my absent mind

I’m trying so hard just to be alright

I want to correct things I cannot change

I can’t think, I can’t breathe

It took time, it took time

(To do better than I have ever done)

It took time, it took time

(Why can’t the past just be undone?)