What Have I Done?

What have I done?

What have I, what have I, what have I done?

What have I done?

What have I, what have I, what have I

Sometimes I get a little bit confused

Sometimes I feel like I been gettin' used

Sometimes I think back to when I was abused

Sometimes I look in the mirror like what's the use

Music is deafening; and Hell's gates are beckoning

I don't know what's on the other side, but I'm guessin'

Might be worth it. I been feeling worthless my whole life

I don't really know if I deserve this

I don't know what my purpose on this fuckin' Earth is

I can keep talking about it but I'll never scratch the service

You'll never fully understand what I've undergone

If I disappear I just want you to carry on

I'm being honest with you; we had a lot of issues

I'm sorry for it all. I really miss you but

Hey, it's okay. What else can I really say?

I'm in love and you ain't, and my heartbeat is faint

What have I done?

What have I, what have I, what have I done?

What have I done?

What have I, what have I, what have I