I walk backwards
In circles
Figures 8s
And into walls
I feel numb
I don't want to call it depression
I won't claim that
GET OUT YA HEAD
People call me by my first name in places I've never been to
The sun sets early and I don't get enough sleep
I rarely rest my head outside of long flights
In uncomfortable seats
Pretending the pressure isn't getting to me
I hold my breath and blow
