A Lesson in Shapeshifting

I never knew you like I thought I did 21 years with no goodbyes oh oh And I've tried oh I've tried But I can't move on I can't move on Just keep telling myself I'll be fine But I'm not fine Cause you pulled the trigger tight As the autumn leaves Rained down like fireworks And the sky lit up for one last time One last time And all of the crowd stood staring As sulfur silence filled the stratosphere And they packed their things and headed home But I stood alone I stood alone You held that pain just like a hand grenade With the pin lying at your feet Closed your eyes and counted down You counted down And all of the sirens sang their serenade All the way down Alamo street But you couldn't hear a sound No one was around Wish I were around We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying We're all scared to death of dying Here alone