No One Is Coming To Help

That's my writing on the wall

Tangled & spinning, can't see at all

Lost in regret of what I can't forget

Time has passed, I'm still upset

Confused by myself - I think I need help

Persisting beyond the reason itself

It's the same as a choice to complain

The purpose of living

Just push through the pain

Why can't my brain escape my past

Haunting moments mistakes always last

In time the wounds will close

You'll be left with the scars you chose

Intending to let all of this go

Instead - I spin it, and twist it, and take it home

Internal struggle, no one knows

Faking, hoping, that my fear won't show.

It’s just a waste of time - self-discovery dive

I already know that I'm out of my mind

Wishing it would all go away

Reflections won't ever change

The value of being pissed at yourself

Embracing how much you feel like hell

Hold on to that - build yourself up

You're only alive by a stroke of luck

No one is coming to help

The only way out is to do it yourself

Accept and harness the power of pain

Start today and make a change

Make a change

The closer I get to my mistakes

The stronger my drive to force some change

No room for weakness - No room for fear

No matter how hard it gets - persevere

Look at this mess that I have made

Feeding my strength, push it out of my….

Way better now than I’ve ever been

The only thing I trust comes from within