Figuring Out

(No, no, you cannot leave me like that!)

(Why didn't you tell me?)

(Maybe, because I'm terrified of losing you)

I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind

These demons telling me I'll never find a way alive

It's such a lonely world, I cannot figure out what's right

Damn, it just sucks how easily these people leave your side

But it's alright, I don't need your sympathy

Sadness mixed with memories, drown them with my melodies

Shorty really broke my heart, but it's not that

Thought I loved her, but it wasn't really all bad

I've been trying to get the money in the next bag

Not the reasons I've been feeling like I have

I, I don't know what to do

And I have so many questions that I can not refuse

'Cause, I can see what the future calls, for all I adore

I can see all the dreams I wish for, ones with her more

I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind

These demons telling me I'll never find a way alive

It's such a lonely world, I cannot figure out what's right

Damn, it just sucks how easily these people leave your side

I can't escape the way this makes me feel

I wish I'm dreaming, but it's so, so real

All my friends, they're earning money

Doing nothing, I'm feeling funny

Wanna get out of my house

Lazing in bed with coffee, 'til two

Sufjan Stevens, 'til I'm shaded blue

It's too quiet now

I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind

I'm tryna figure out if this is what I want in life

It's such a lonely world, I cannot figure out what's right

Damn, it just sucks how easily these people leave your side