Differently

I’m not that patient

I always wanna build you up, but I’m vacant

No vacations, only tantrums

Breakdowns, everyday

Quitin’ art, everyday

You don’t appreciate, the time it takes, to make something special

I just need to vent

On zero percent

I’m Charging up

Off, cold mugs

Of Nescaf (aye)

I’m lagging cause (cause)

I’m lacking love

And that’s because

I’m depressed

I can’t sleep

Nowadays, coffee, hits differently

Differently

Differently

Differently

Differently

I’ve been skipping class

I’m tryna collab with

People I don’t know

I don’t wanna’ go out now

Nothin’ amaze me now

Always compare myself

Mohamed says I don’t let myself, ever win

I’m growing apart from a close friend

He seem really shady, I need to just distance myself because of his patterns

I’m really nice to him, but

I created distance where

He can’t hurt me now

I’ve been calling friends

Just to hear me vent, cause

I’m depressed

I can’t sleep

Nowadays, coffee, hits differently

Differently

Differently

Differently

Differently

I don’t trust these therapists, I wanna go tho

Sudani and paranoid, I still wanna go tho

I don’t really think people like me, I talk too long on the phone

I need a buzzer just to be quiet, I hate being paranoid

I hate to hear criticism

Afraid of looking dumb online

And power and ignorance keep calling, and I just want to heed this Baldwin

I don’t want to create for love

I just want to create for sake

They keep yelling to trust the process

And I’m tryna keep a happy face

But I’m depressed

I can’t sleep

Nowadays, coffee, hits differently

Differently

Differently

Differently

Differently