U Don't Know (feat. Scoob Stacks)

Life's hard, life so hard But I won't let it get it to me Baby, will you stick with me Life's hard, life's so hard But I can't let it stick to me Life's hard but I won't let it get to me A lotta of drama but I can't let it stick to me Stick with me cause I am never folding Stressed and depressed but I can never show it You don't know what I've been through no no, They don't know what I've been through no, oh He don't know what I've been through no, no He don't know what I've been through no, oh I had to hustle up in the struggle Really couldn't gear right so I caught a huddle Tears hit the floor in front of me there's a puddle Feeling so weak I can barely move a muscle I feel the stress in my bones leave me alone Hello are you there please pick up the phone A listening ear would take away my fears but they Block me out and wonder why I feel like they don't care My words are real I'm just saying what you're scared to say Committing crimes knowing they can take me away She's praying everyday cause I'm her only son I was never home I was living on the run Guns and drugs in my life the drama weighing heavy I'm the spoon on the edge you tryna keep steady I gotta stay ready my thoughts are always racing They didn't work so they took me off the medication I learned to have patience and express my feelings Put the pain in the mic and just make em feel it You don't know what I've been through no no, They don't know what I've been through no, oh He don't know what I've been through no, no They don't know what I've been through no, oh Do you know what I been through You can try my shoes on but they won't fit you I'm feeling low and I miss you You take me higher to places I've never been to I need that feeling right now pumpin through my veins They say I've changed I'm the same Just a different pain My first cousin just passed away that news was cray Last time I seen his face was 2008 I numb my pain with so many drugs Abusing women for their money and their precious love Looking for trust but I can't find It can't even trust another person with nothing With my mind so messed up Do you know I got issues If you can deal with me then I come get you Let's hit the road I leave my pistol Ain't no worries in the world I'm safe with you Remember mama you told me it's us against the world I'm growing to feel that this is we in different worlds You're still my favorite girl You're just like superwoman Don't stress on your son cause I'm still learning I feel my body burning gotta get them demons off me I hear people talking saying they see me in the coffin I guess I'm out my mind that's what The Doctor say but he don't know my life He ain't with me everyday I wipe the tears away and I put 'em on my face I can't do wrong not in a That's why I love Monet I was born in the blue hill raised in the blue hill Mama raised her son by herself in the blue hill Daddy move to Africa Mama had to suffer hard working in and Out of jobs to get us out the trouble spot Little food up in a pot dinner plate was not enough Had to travel on a bus so grandmama can hook us up Then mama died in a car crash and I was all alone fighting by myself I had to grow up too fast I never knew my strength till I had nothing else