Darkest Times

Sometimes I feel like I am dead

Laying all alone upon my bed

In the darkest times I wish you throw my pain away

'Cause all I see is dark

I feel so fucking blind

I'm a stranger now, I don't even know if I'm alive

I used to see the light, but darkness always chased me down

All the thoughts I have, they're always trying to tear me apart

I can't control myself, I lost myself again

(I don't even know what's the point of life)

(I don't really know what I keep trying again)

(I don't even know if I am dead or not)

I don't even know what's the point of life

I don't really know what I keep trying again

I don't even know if I am dead or not

I am trying so hard

Not to fall

Not to fail

The girl I want, she doesn't care about me

I'm not special, I am nothing, I'm a fucking ghost

I give my heart, she just brings it back

I'm asking where the fuck she left the other half

Now my soul is missing

I'm broke in pieces

I feel so different

I feel so distant

I don't know if I could make it

Everybody hates me

Everybody runs away when I get fucking closer

I am trying so hard

Not to fall

Not to fail

Not to fail