Two Faced (Instrumental)

Got a question for myself Lately I've been drowning Cause the music I used to know Isn't what I'm hearing I'm bearing The pain, what's the meaning? Staying late all nights? Do we even sleep? Nah, but we doin fine! I love when I'm alone I love the solitude I love it when I'm on my own Till darkness fall and i have to deal with my Darkest thoughts. I love the way how am I guided I love how God forgives my sins everyday I love it when people talk behind my back Cause they don't really have anything to say Take it take it. It's a curse I was born with it Being a perfectionist made me A lot insecure Finding a remedy Took too much time Stop the jibber jabber And give me the cure. I've been searching A lot of our insecurities draw From our trauma INTJ I don't need any drama. I see a lot of Lyricists push themselves To find a rhyming word for their agenda Funny tho, I realize I wasn't funny so, Why not dealing with my thoughts. I might scare them tonight. Kill my procrastinator Cause it's a prey I'm the predator. Finding a way for myself I want be free from the jail i was caged All the theories and doctrines I learnt Crazy to see how many minds are damaged Minding my own business another popup Another disturbance? Killing my alter ego! The one that's always depressed Now I know why you have to never ghost people that messaged. How many times do I need to say this? EK's dead or might be jailed. This me got changed after yous allegations Pronouncations! Take it take it. It's a curse I was born with it Being a perfectionist made me A lot insecure Finding a remedy Took too much time Stop the jibber jabber And give me the cure. I've been searching A lot of our insecurities draw From our trauma INTJ I don't need any drama. I see a lot of Lyricists push themselves To find a rhyming word for their agenda Funny tho, I realize I wasn't funny so, Why not dealing with my thoughts. I might scare them tonight. Kill my procrastinator Cause it's a prey I'm the predator. So I judged somebody I should've done it Cause the minute I did it this symbiote called regret attacked me! I wanna understand you But all the roads are blocked to you You smile but someone's crying inside of you Wanna change it but you're so insecure You're depressed inside Everyone who comes to you Is chained with a benefit That doesn't benefit you. This is you believe me! I'm reading Better be with me I'm goal oriented. You want faith I believe in Yahweh!