thinkingoutloud//

(I wanna kiss you actually, uhm) (I used to try and) (Outrun the darkness even though I was running into it) (I would run as fast as I fucking could) (To get rid of the darkness behind me) (But I'd have to just keep running into it) (It was like the worst fucking...) (It was like the greatest depiction of the worst anxiety attack ever) (And like you're running from something that you're stuck in) I don't care what anyone thinks Fuck this town and whoever hates me I'll give 'em a reason Oh, I was just thinking out loud Are you really afraid? Don't know my own strengths just yet (Scarecrow) When you told me not to sleep with my phone by my head 'Cause that gives you cancer And I learned you're the one with the answers Well, it's shown prominent The most feasible way to love is to not at all I'm jumping off Doesn't it hurt? We'll get along 'cause you got no innocence You're not free, you're chained to Ritalin We'll make love, but it won't be intimate I'm so sorry, but my heart's not into this I turn gray and they just paint over it I can't tell there was ever a privilege I can't tell there was ever a privilege Doesn't it hurt? Doesn't it hurt?