I Should Know Better

I think it’s kind of funny.

Everyone’s so lonely,

Myself included but that’s okay.

But I think if you got to know me.

I think maybe then you’d see

what being kind of lonely really means.

But I should know better.

I deserve better than to be with you.

And after all of this time of making me change

are you happy with me this way?

Or should I rearrange?

I’ve had some time to self-reflect

to see how well I try and accept

the things that spun out of my control.

But the echoes waver in my head.

They whisper back to me and instead

I’ve broken my own heart time and time again.

But I should know better.

I deserve better than to be with you.

And after all of this time of thinking it through,

Maybe you do too.

But I’m not a fool.

But I should know better.

I deserve better than to be with you.

And after all this time of making me change

are you happy with me this way?

And I know right now it might not feel okay.

There’s gunna be day when something goes your way.

Gunna be a day when.

Gunna be a day when.