Fresh flowers laid out on a coffin
Turned dead, don't get visitors often
Just once a year, with a message and a tear
The dead remain buried under schedules and mirrors
Tumbling and stumbling all around just fumbling
Miscounted all my ducks again
Rows and columns mixed up again
I haven't been happy since you took away my reason
I stayed away from drinking, now I stay away from eating
Thinking of going vegan, killing animals out of season
Aint got a reason to lie, I'm gaining nothing from decieving
I oiled up my palms, destroyed the jungle like heathen
But I'm still thankful for the shade and all the trees that keep me breathing
The side effects may include but are not limited to:
Depression, anxiety, irritability, naseua, feeling lonely, vomiting, nightmares, headaches and a tendency to write Sad music
Music on full blast but I can't hear no lyrics
The loud got me entrapped got me caught up in my feelings
My house made of glass, so I'm scared to touch the ceiling
Might see my reflection, bring me to the floor kneeling
I put my pen to paper cause my emotions feel safer
All the people that I've loved suddenly became strangers
I woke up feeling anxious, body buried in a blanket
Food insecurity is just another worry to me
Ain't eating lately guess I gotta get the syrup in me
I'm too preoccupied with addictions and alibis
I'm a Gemini, so I'll adapt to any side
