Damaged (feat. Bingx, Chvse & Enkay47)

All of my life, I've been lies

Strugglin' to work on my cause

I know the danger of bottling anger

Right now, I'm a stranger to myself

Pray for me, I'm selfish

But, this anger, I can't help

And lately I'm, but a stranger

I fear, I'm a danger to myself

Ya, ya, Chvse

What would you say to yourself, if you knew you were damaged, and stuck in a cage?

And would you try helpin' yo'self, instead of just sayin' you' stuck in yo' ways?

See, we be helpin' each other, but never be helpin' the man in the mirror

We're livin' in fear, that vision is clear

We bitch and we moan, it's a fuckin' disgrace

Yeah, look

But, I can't even get out my head, no more

An' I'm lookin for another fuckin' option, bitch

But, I'm not sure, anymore

Could you tell me who I'm really meant to be?

I been searchin' for my fuckin' purpose

But it's deafening

Now, I'm trapped inside my head

I think I might go crazy, if this cycle will continue

Big an' spiteful, grab the rifle an' arm it for the minutes that I'm sad

Take my last fuckin' breath an' put the trigger to my head (my head)

All of my life, I've been lies

Strugglin' to work on my cause

I know the danger of bottling anger

Right now, I'm a stranger to myself

Pray for me, I'm selfish

But, this anger, I can't help

And lately I'm, but a stranger

I fear, I'm a danger to myself

Sometimes, I don't wanna be alive

Sometimes, I just wanna fuckin' die

Sometimes, I don't wanna be alive

Sometimes, I just wanna fuckin' die

Here we go, again

Satan's in my throat, again

Floating right above me

In my bed, like I don't notice him

Maybe I should go to him

I don't think I wrote to him

Why the fuck you lookin' at me?

You know, I say no to sin

I' been living in a nightmare

Everyday, I'm in a nightmare

You think this imagery, that I'm exhibitin's

Something I make up, an fine here?

Why don't you shut up and lie here?

Look at the knife in the high chair

You think I'm playin' wit' you?

Muh'fucker, you just shut up an' die here

All of my life, I've been lies

Strugglin' to work on my cause

I know the danger of bottling anger

Right now, I'm a stranger to myself

Pray for me, I'm selfish

But, this anger, I can't help

And lately I'm, but a stranger

I fear, I'm a danger to myself

I'm so damaged, all I do is panic

I'm the opposite of manic

All I am is fuckin' frantic, an'

I can't even stand it

All I do is lose the chances to live my life

I'm so numb, I can't even cry

I hate life

Cut out my heart, with a steak knife

Then, feed it to a muthafuckin' Great White

'Cause, that's how I feel, and I don't wanna hear that it ain't right

I'm drunk, got my finger on the trigger, but it can't aim right

Wait, it was water in a bottle, an' I'm sober as fuck

Never should've been the afraid type

This is the end

There is the ledge

All it take's a step

And then I'll be dead (there he goes)

Eva, all I wanna do is be with you

So, Mom, Dad, bores you too

All of my life, I've been lies

Strugglin' to work on my cause

I know the danger of bottling anger

Right now, I'm a stranger to myself

Pray for me, I'm selfish

But, this anger, I can't help

And lately I'm, but a stranger

I fear, I'm a danger to myself

(Myself, myself, myself...)