Afraid

Today is a bad day for a bad day

Hard on the core pins , run away

Think it's smartest that out the ashtray

Run 'em out but my head's still screwed on

Never thought my mental brain would be this way

But okay, what can I say?

Guess I don't help myself these days

Stayin' out wasted, stayin' out late

Wake in the morning deep in the shakes, uh

Need a trip to the cinema

Push myself to chill out and about

Without thinkin' 'bout another critical night

Why can't I be minimal?

It's me, just typical

Catch me later this week and my head's in a pickle

The above is why I'm my own worst enemy

I wouldn't be friends with me, no

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

All my maids sit down the beat

Sippin' on that Stella in the sun

I know my home ain't a problem

Overthinkin' 'bout thinkin'

Stuck in panic, help me, I'm sinkin'

Why's my head attemptin' to kill me?

All a sudden I feel so guilty, man

I'm not forgettin' who I am

I'm not forgettin' who I am

Swear this all stemmed in I'm so dumb

One big day now a different man

My head feels like a traffic jam, no way out

People on my left are stuck in town

And I don't wanna be here right now, right now

Oh, fuck it, I'll just go out but

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

Sick head, need rest

Losin' all my self-interest

Big mess, nice dress

I'm a self-inflicted nightmare

Pretty right, pretty left

Pretty sure that I need help

From anyone and everyone

And everyone needs anyone 'cause

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

I'm afraid of the morning

Feel my walls gonna go fall down

Never slept on the weekend

'Cause I've been out thinkin' how, how, how?

I'm afraid of the morning