Sleeping & Smiling

Sorry I've been away for such a long time

I was trying hard to be somebody else

Took me a long time to come back as I am

'Cause I thought I could be better than myself

But honestly

I'd much prefer to be alone

Sleeping & smiling

I've been waitin' for oh-so long

Oh, I'd rather be

And I wouldn't mind it

If I never came back at all

All the days run together

Like colors in my mind

Leavin' me lookin' through a burn

Till it's so hard to see through

As black as night

And I wish that things could be just as they were

When I'm asleep

I'd much prefer to be alone

Sleeping & smiling

I've been waitin' for oh, so long

Oh, I'd rather be

And I wouldn't mind it

If I never came back at all

I'd much prefer to be alone

Sleeping & smiling

I've been waitin' for oh, so long

Oh, I'd rather be

And I wouldn't mind it

That I've made it go all so long

Oh, I'd rather be

Sleeping & smiling

I've been waitin' for oh, so long

Oh, I'd rather be

And I wouldn't mind it

I I never came back at all