Thoughts

Kelly, Kelly? Changed? A human? (Thought she was going to talk about my brother) Take it (You lazy) Hi (You lazy, why Lazy) I'll been something one day (I'll been something one day, I'll been something one day) Tell her about the fucking flags A tall passes, he passes, she passes As her eyes rolls of her eyelashes As she's my sign of change She sees and fills, I will not change If she drops her change, there's not change I will change, I have changed, I will be a part of society There's a sober me inside of me I know those needles and pills weren't subscriped for me But they sedate my nightmare I was in childhood, just wanted loves maybe a hug but instead I found drugs Mama right here Dad I'm right here But they don't hear me Just a mistake they made some 20 something years ago now Gangbangers are my heroes Drugdealers are my heroes I'm tired of only having a little I'm tired of fill of pedophile I'm tired of screaming in my pillow I'm tired of being a coward, I just wanna be left alone But then I hate being left alone (Yeah) Dissorders is essential, develop for me raising me on my own How do I move foreward? When I was born in a world designing keep blacks two steps back Not to mention I'm black And if I mention I'm black They just happen to mention, they're not hiring Ours free, put you hands behind your back Then they shoot because they thought you have something behind your back Not because you're black And I am suppose to believe that You expect us to believe that? But a white kid wants in a black church to shoot everything up and y'all walking him out But I'm still a candybar and I get life or I die in an unarmed shootout Pinned up, hemmed up, beat up Because I look like I don't live in this house and I shouldn't been standing out I pour it out of my car, beat the fuck up, because this stands out Not cause' I'm black, not cause' I'm black I was just in the wrong skincolor and the wrong car in the wrong neighborhood at the wrong time I just start out to talk about (I just start out to talk about), those two subjects (those two subjects) Cause' I don't see how people treat homeless like it's nothing (homeless like it's nothing) And I don't know how hair and skin treat us kids like they're nothing (kids like they're nothing) And I'don't know how cops treat blacks like they're nothing (like they're nothing) Just my thoughts (just my thoughts), just my thoughts (just my thoughts) A lazy one (a lazy one)