Optimistic

I feel like clawing out my eyes I feel like crawling out of my skin Never again Never again They say never again Never again I feel like running down my street I feel so broken inside Say never again Never again But you say it again Say it again Gunshots and online forums American decorum I cried my fuckin' eyes out Numbing the pain with a cold brew coffee Our President's a racist prick His daddy treated him like shit He cakes his makeup on so thick There's nothing underneath it Hollywood burns with fires we start The internet fills a hole in my heart Sometimes I just wanna crash my car Wanna kiss my wife when she says She don't wanna bring a baby into this world I'm losing sleep trying to be Optimistic Optimistic She don't wanna bring a baby into this world Telling myself I should be Optimistic Optimistic So don't tell me everything's alright I'm trying so hard not to scream Staying alive Staying alive Old men die But we survive Shot down in Dayton, Ohio Parkland, Vegas, El Paso Down at the border A mother's in labor inside of a cage And she says She don't wanna bring a baby into this world So goddamn tired of trying to be Optimistic Optimistic She's so afraid for that baby girl She don't know how she can stay Optimistic Optimistic Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright Don't tell me everything's alright