Rest in Peace

I wonder how many turtles I'll save I wonder how many more days I'll wait I'll wait up with you I'm not tired enough to sleep Our manic optimism and desire for destruction Leads us to drown our prudency til our self-control can't function Those nights when you get mad and leave It's not you I'm afraid of leaving me When I found you I though I found the rubric for what love is With your head on my chest and my face in your breast We slept like little babies Your terrors stopped, my insomnia gone, we both could rest in peace 'Cause once again I find it hard to sleep I don't have much occasion to drink all that much these days I built these inhibitions, I don't want them to fade away They're the only thing that's keeping me From saying what's got me sad There's no deeper understanding in this constant discontent, Depressed and drunken rambling There's only more self-loathing and Isolation down that path I lost my train of thought, forgot the damage that I wrought Do we have to stay up and drink all those beers we got? It's not the type of night for orphans anyway, so What say you stay? When I found you I though I found the rubric for what love is With your head on my chest and my face in your breast We slept like little babies Your terrors stopped, my insomnia gone, we both could rest in peace 'Cause once again I find it hard to sleep