I Don't Expect You To Understand

Yeah

Okay

Jameson and Cranberry for the pain

Saturday night, feelin' like this love is taken in vain

I feel like, the world around doesn't understand my pain

But hey, as long as everybody happy that's a gain

I haven't seen my Dad over two months now

He really proud of me, "but Pops I'm not really proud

I mean, I feel like I'm losing myself

Have you ever felt like you choosin' everybody but yourself?"

Look, I feel like I need time for myself

Look, I feel like I need time from myself

Bipolar disorder, ain't no shit that's in order

I'm sorry for cuusing, I'm just feeling kinda sorta

I haven't seen my girl in about four days

Questions raised, that's a role insecurity's playin'

I know you need time, affection and such

Been so caught up in my shit, I don't give you that much

This cup is looking at me like, drink up

Let me admit, I work with a bunch of....

Okay, look

I'll probably regret this tomorrow

But for now, understand, these are the words of a fuck up

Yeah

Ain't no pressure

Words from my heart, simple and plain

Everybody thinks I'm perfectly happy, I find funny

I deal with so much shit but, still, I smile see

Keep my mind on my business and prayers to the sky

I never really love much, if you were here you'd know why

There's frustration and fire if you look in my eyes

Yeah

I don't expect you to understand my pain